Rebekahmulligan

I'm so happy that we're friends. me and you.
So here I am, simple and upside down
you look good to me !
I'm just like you, maybe I'm sloppy and blue
but I'm just like you.. except I've got nothing to prove
but we're headstrong tonight, beating through the rainbows of right

but here I am, bum as a drunk and a lovers
I said that I have loved no other, and it's true
i don't know how to love deeply

except I've got nothing to prove, like you do.

Since she's wasted her life away, and I watch her as she leaves
And I promised myself, I wouldnt let myself get this far behind
And I watch you as you lose yourself, In the thoughts of all..
The things you've done and if I could get it all out of your head i would
All the things I've lost, All the things I've done bad

I don't know what tothink or what to say..
all i can say is that i like you.. your in my head.. but i wounder what i'm to you?
You say you can't handle falling in love one more time. not now!
But still you walk around with you head held high so no one will see what i already can see..
cuz i know you better then you know..
but when you go around saying that I'm yours, what do you mean by that?
is it that you don't want any one else to lay there hands on me?
is it that you can't handle me leaving you?
or is it just that you want me to be only yours?

I'm tired of waiting.. i'm tired of all this.. i'm waiting for you but i wont wait forever..
I can't handle it, i can't handle how you are treating me..
Every weekend when you've had your glass of wine your all over me, kissing and hugging.
Every party night you say that you like me, that you want me to be happy and that you would do anything for me.
but the next day it's all gone. all the words are nothing to you.
The words you say are tarring me apart..
so soon i will make up my mind. but think about this..
What are you going to do when i'm sick of waiting?
Are you going to miss me at all?
are you going to miss our time together ?
or are you just going to miss me as a friend if that's all i am to you ?

So what you gonna do, When you wake up In someone else's bed?
What you gonna do, When you wake up In someone else's head?

Soon you have to realize what's inportent to you..
cuz the drinking is making you say things that tares me apart, and if you can't handle the drinking..
then how can you handle me ?
I need more then just to be..
I'm sick and tired of just being.. i would for once like to be more then just a friend to some one.
And i would like for you to be that special some one.
But i'm starting to doubt our future, i'm starting to doubt my feelings, cuz they are no good to me..

So have another drink, It'll make you cool, It'll make you you.

We don't have fun when We're together anymore?
Only get together when we're bored?

I watch my head fall in your hands and I wonder, Where have I been all this time?
I watch my thoughts fall in your dreams. And I wonder, Where have you been all this time?

So have another drink, I bet it makes you