Det slog mig först nu
Now ive had enough, enough is enough! now I'm finally a wake!
I have been dreaming some fucked up dreams, and now I have realised that it only was a fucked up dream that i was living in.
I have walked some dark alley way too long, I thought you dissolve the dark alley, but now I finally get it, it was you that made it so dark ..
Any word that comes out of your mouth, there are words I want to hear, that's fine phrases, but it is nothing but lies, there are only promises that you will never keep!
I have saved your life, been the safest thing you had, I have made you stand on your feet when you just want to lie down, I have made sacrifices that I no longer can understand .. been everything and more, did everything I thought you would do for me, but no. So now I intend to do just like you.
This is the last chapter in this book, this is the time when I find the way out of the dark place you created...
You are a fucking poison that I now will be sucking out from my veins.
It's been too much, but too much never seems to be enough.
Your words are like an echo in my head and I just want to smash all the walls so that the echo ends, and that's exactly what I intend to do, I'll smash all the walls with a fucking sledgehammer.. starting now..
You are an example of that there are better things to come..
I wish my dreams was true, but that is just in an imaginary world that will happen!
Buy for now, buy, don't expect any calls from me, because you are OUT of my life, i have deleted you from everything.. and you have your self to blame.. you could have done it all so much different, but no.. you are to eager to see what you've done and what you now have lost..
It's hard to swallow.. but i have been some one else with you for longer then i like!
I'm on my own, but that is better then imagining that i'm living with some one that does not exist..
Your out. You have burned your self out.