I'm losing the thread
I'm losing it all
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I don't wanna face the truth, that nothing is as it used to be.
I try to convince myself that I still have you as my near & dear,
but the idea seems like a lie !
I try to convince myself, that I still have everything that I was so afraid of losing.
But the idea seems like a lie & it has all brought me to a lump of lead in my breast.
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I'm afraid that maybe it is to late,
that sometimes you just can't go back to normal,
and you can't say "that it's never to late" anymore,
Maybe it is to late? to late to take it all back ?
Maybe this is our destiny, maybe this is Fayth and what life wants for us ?
Yeah maybe it is ! so what if it is ?
should i just give up ?
Well no, i don't want to,
but you have to be more then one to make something happen
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but how long will it take before I don't think about you every day?
when I'm not surrounded by places and things,
that reminds me of you . .
How long will it take . . .
before I don't have time to give me time to think about you once a week?
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I'm afraid . . .
i'm afraid of growing up, to not have the time that i want.
I'm afraid of hearing the words that i don't want to hear,
The words that will tare my walls down.
I'm afraid of facing the truth,
when you know that there is nothing you can do about it.
And not being able to do anything about the things that scares you,
is the things that breaks you down slowly.
Maybe you aren't that strong after all,
what if you can't be strong without the people that makes you strong ?
And what if you someday will lose them all?
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Time is the enemy,
time is the thing that tares to people apart.
Time is the most dearest thing,
and you should take care of it !
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| What if there is a possibility, |
| that all I had was all I was gona get |
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Postat av: din cille'bille
darling! i love you, and i am going to miss you very much! even if it is just one week! <3
Postat av: Rebekah
Jag saknar dig redan !
du är bäst , och jag älskar dig !
kom tillbaka hem ! :O <3
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