Rebekahmulligan

Idag känner jag för att skriva på engelska, & det gör jag bara när jag är på dåligt humör & bara vill sjunka in i mitt innre.. Idag är en sådan dag då allt bara seams to go the wrong way !
A day were i would like to run away and just hide for a while . .
Det har inte varit än bra dag, har försökt hålla masken hela dagen men ibland har det bara inte gått & när det händer går jag iväg & det har hänt ett antal gånger idag, så jag antar att cille har märkt av det <3 förlåt älskling. inget illa menat  <3
känns som allt har gått åt skogen helt &hållet sedan igår, förutom när jag & albert åt thai mat, fick mig på andra tankar ett tag, but not for long <3
im not going to talk to much about my thoughts , so i'll talk to you when i´feel better <3 

A song i often listen to when i miss you Sandra , when i just wish that you could be here with me <3

The days I can't see your eyes,
I don't even want to open mine.
On the days I can't see your smile ,
I'd rather sit and wait the while.
For the days I know you'll be near,
'Cause a day without you, just isn't fair.
See the days I can hear you voice,
I'm left without a choice

But to get week in the knees,
Fall head over heels baby,
And everyother cheesy cliché
Yes I'm swept off my feet,
Oh my heart skips a beat.
But theres really only one thing to say.

God damn your beautiful to me,
Your everything, yeah thats beautiful yes to me

I can't find the words to explain,
Just how much you got me going insane.
When you speak to me sometimes you'll find,
I studder my words and say nevermind.
'Cause even when you just walk by,
I look around to seem occuppied.
'Cause i'm trying so hard to hide,
Yeah All of these feelings inside.

Cause i get week in the knees,
Fall head over heels baby,
And everyother cheesy cliché
Oh I'm swept off my feet,
My heart skips a beat.
But theres really only one thing to say.

God damn you're beautiful to me,
Ooh, you're everything, that's beautiful....